Perfect!!!

this template is soooooooooooo me!!!!! bright, full of color, wild, random! ITS WONDERFUL!!! PERFECTTTTTTTTTTTT!... i love it... anywho... i forgot to mention a few things...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO....



ME! this month marked my one year anniversary with blogger!!! and it also marks my two year nappaversary!!! GOOO MEEEEEE...




...signing off with a smile*

Guess who's BIZZAACK!

yes yes, i know.. its about time trick!!!! i do apologize for my unannounced hiatus. but u know how us gemini's be... always THINK we are too busy... :O) anyhow... here goes an eye full of randomness that ive been wanting to yap about but couldnt find a minute.... still waiting for that damn 25th hour...

and the asshole of the year award goes to:

ME

so last night i finally rinsed some color back into my already dyed hair because sass told me my shit was looking ashy... lol... so i did... and wound up rinsing my face in the process. first let me tell you... i guess i put tons of color in the back of my hair cuz when i got to the front and the top... i had nothing left in the bottle... jeezus... anyhow... so after leaving the rinse in my hair for approximately one hour (when the directions call for 25 minutes) i get in the shower to rinse it out. great! all done! im looking in the mirror applying my oils and shit to moisten this mop and what do i see... red scalp, forehead and sideburns... not funny as all... i guess i didnt notice the color running down the side of my face when i was sitting around the house but it ran pretty damn far! i used alcohol to try to remove the color from my face but no luck... so now i have the mean red elvis sideburns... on both sides of my face... what an ass!!!

this morning...

i think i have on the wrong color stockings... the package said nude... but im guessing my skin color is not nude... what!?!? i wore NAVY BLUE stockings for 4 years in high school so all i know is navy blue... i have no clue as to what color to wear that gives you that natural hue... im guessing for me its COFFEE.. i did see that one but for some reason i didnt pick it up.. i guess i thought NUDE meant SHEER... back to eckerds!


on my way to work...

had the dell-pod on random play as usual and GUY's "Lets chill" came on! AWWW MANN!!!! what a classic... i was amped... i think i was singing in the bus... move over tyrese!


at work...

i went to make some tea when i got to work and put an aluminum cup in the microwave... nuff said... (for those that dont know... aluminum DOES NOT belong in the microwave... it WILL cause a fire) then... i walk to my office and turn my portable heater on... i pick it up to adjust the temperature setting and accidently drop the damn thing on the floor. can u say sparks! if i had a jerry curl i would have been like the gloved one in that infamous pepsi commercial.


G.R.I.T.S (girls raised in the south)

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy SUZIE Q! that girl right there is the S.H.I.T! Love her to death... ok so yeah im late... two weeks late to be exact but whatever... sass and i took suzie q to bumpy's, bubbly's... some restaurant down in soho (?) for some good eats! then shopped like we had it like that (just cuz we dont doesnt mean we cant front like we do) lol! now its our turn to visit. ATL HERE WE COME... gotta luv blogger...


Have you seen her?

Keish from the chi!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!? I lost ure link to ure blogsome home and im upset about that! come backkkkk...

HEYYYYYYYY PRETTTYY NIKKIIIII!!! what it do homie?

SCHMOE

as quickly as he came back, he left again... i dont know why i even bother to respond to him when he hits me with his "hey beautiful" or entertain him after he says "ive missed you" or " i was thinking about you... ure always on my mind".... RIGHT!?!?! whatever man... i know hes busy... and thats fine.. we all are.. but why do i keep talking to him... i guess its the mystery of what he is, how he is and what we could be... if anything... i dont necessarily mean relationship wise... cuz im not interested in that right now... but... u know... the attraction between was/ and is obviously still crazy because i have yet to leave him alone and even after pulling the disappearing act for 3 weeks... he still comes back ... i like this lil game... i think i may stay in it for awhile...


dr.love

is the man... i cant really say exactly all that i want to say about him cuz he may be reading this right now!!!! but... hes special... thats all i care to say at this moment...

KJC

all im asking the lord to do is send me is a sign... what do i do what do i do?????!?!?!? do i leave it at what it is now... do i stay and try to make it better... wtf!!?!?! 702's "Can we get it together" was my song last night... i played it a million times. i want to burn the song and send it to him in the mail... what do you think? help me out people... there is soooo much more to him, me, we, us, this story... but if i continue i may just f*&k up the rest of my day...

gotta update my daily dose list... got some new friends...

ill be back after these messages... i have a "remember when" to post...

heyyy sass!

any me me's??? I love those!

...signing off with a smile*

R.I.P

i have tons to write about but not much time but i had to pay homage: RIP

February 4, 1913 - October 24th 2005





...signing off *

100 things about me

Ok so i started this list in APRIL... and it is now October and im done... ENJOY!

1. My bday is June 17th
2. IM A GEMINIIII!!! I LOVE BEING A GEMINI
3. I love chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream (minus the chocolate chips)
4. I HATE LAPTOPS (eventhough i have one)
5. I miss Pace University (sometimes)
6. My mommy is my favorite person in the world!
7. Steph and I have been best friends since 7th grade.
8. I hate my feet!
9. I hate YOUR FEET!
10. I HATE FEET IN GENERAL.
11. I had breast reduction surgery two feb's ago!
12. I love my friends
13. I love going out and meeting people
14. I graduated from Pace University last may
15. I was a Communications Major and Marketing minor
16. I met one my "mentors' there!
17. CC aka 7 is the best (my mentor)
18. I met Cymple there too. Shes a smart chick!
19. I love food!
20. I have no favorite food. I eat everything.
21. Im beginning to appreciate my natural hair
22. I won a school district wide writing contest in 5th grade.
23. I got a 1210 on my SAT'S
24. I love piercings
25. At one point I had 11 piercings...
26. 5 of them WERE NOT in my ears
27. Now i only have one active piercing... lol
28. I love TATTOOS!
29. So far I have 4... two more to come by the end of the year
30. My favorite movies are Love and Basketball and The Jackson 5 story.... ( Michael, Tito, go get a switch!!!! ~* Joe Jackson)
31. My favorite colors are blue and silver
32. But i love to wear earth tones, tans and browns and oranges are my shit now!!!
33. I LOVE MY NEW BALENCIAGA BAG!!! * wink wink suzie @ and sass* (ya'll dont know bout that!!!! its ok.. i didnt know bout it either up until yesterday!!!!)
34. I want to read more
35. I have become quite the "fashionista"! Not quite like Sass but im getting there!
36. I want to start hair modeling
37. I also want to get into commercials
38. I used to want to be a writer
39. Then when this whole computer thing started, I wanted to go into computers!
40. Then I had this obsession with aquatic life and I wanted to be a marine biologist.
41. Then i found my calling at Pace
42. I wanted to be a publicist
43. I altered it a lil bit, now im focused on my radio VJ stint
44. I fear nothing but this has got me scared shitless
45. Im afraid of failure
46. im afraid of not knowing what to do with myself IF i should fail
47. Im afraid that i would be proving my father if i were to ever fail
48. I took photography while at Pace
49. I LOVED THAT CLASS!!!
50. I want to get back into photography
51. Im also going to start my T-Shirt line! Coming in 06! Watch out for it!
52. Gemini's are some creative muthafuckas!
53. When I was younger I used to make things every christmas for christmas money.
54. I made clay ornaments one year. I think I made about 60 bucks that year!
55. Then i got into the crochet butterflies!
56. Then i made angels!
57. Then i made christmas ornaments, plastic canvas and yarn ornaments.
58. I cashed in that winter...
59. I made about 300!! Thats a lot for a high school jr.
60 . I got my first job when i was 16
61. I worked in Cross COunty's movie theatre
62. I loved it there! I still talk to a few people that i met there.
63. I do not cook!
64. I love laughing! Maks me feel good!
65. Im loud as hell!
66. and very silly! But quite friendly...
67. Im very dramatic... my facial expressions say it all! PRICELESS!
68. I dont regret ANYTHING that ive ever done or said! NOTHING!!!
69. Im very "Free spirited" (according to KJC. I agree!)
70. I love the blog world and the people that i have met thusfar!
71. I dont like chocolate.
72. I was obsessed with Beef Patties and cheese this summer. i remember the first day we met! I was being greedy eating someone else's
73. No matter how much i hate the man, i miss my father.... (wow)
74. I love anyone that can make me laugh
75. I love KJC (had to slip that in there)
76. I speak Arabic. And yes i can hold a conversation!
77. I learned from my dad... hes muslim.
78. I have tons of books full of poetry... my words in motion id like to call them
79. I love shoes!
80. I love bags!!!
81. I want to go to Grad School.
82. I just dont want to pay for it!
83. I want to marry ?, have a white picket fence and two kids and a dog named Leonard Sebastian
84. I love Curious George
85. I love ABU from Alladin
86. I would pose for KING.. (wouldnt you!?!?!?)
87. Id like to be happy in my skin
88. I dont use Public restrooms
89. Ill wait till my bladder damn nears bursts before I used a public restroom...
90. I love music
91. Ive rememeber listening to Z100 on my pink radio when i was 6!
92. I damn near died when that radio broke...
93. I hate WINTER and SNOW!!!!!! ( u would never know i was from NYC)
94. I love the smell of SPRING!
95. I was a happy baby
96. I came out of the womb smiling!
97. I LOVE ME!
98. I think im destined for greatness
99. More then anything in the world, I want to make my mommy proud
100. I want her to see me on TV , on a magazine cover, IN A magazine... and smile and say " Thats my baby!"



...signing off with a smile*

Craziness

who in their right mind would stick their hands in someone ELSE'S car and steal their pet??!?! i used to think that the area of the bx that i grew up in was pretty decent but shit... makes me think again... sass, her momma, and my dog was stolen last night... lil miss mattox... what to do what to do... are they feeding her? are they playing with her? will they get annoyed with her and bring her back? fucking thieves!!!!!! GIVE HER BACK!!!!

~*~ thanks to all those who gave me a lil inspiration to erase hate from my mind,body, soul and heart... my dear satan entry took a lot of out of me... and please believe i had much more to say but i couldnt see through the tears and i though that a wet keyboard was means for electrocution!

~*~ so i had the meeting with Roget Romain from www.selfmadetv.com! IT WAS GREAT! I will be recording my show tomorrow in the LIONS DEN (LOL)... thats the studio that my friend KV records in... he calls it the lions den cuz their is nothing but pure DUDES in that bitch... that are more then likely to attack me... but it will just be me, him and DJ S Gutta in there tomorrow.. wish me luck...

~*~ when you click on the selfmade link... click the stereo just to get a feel of what my show will be like... im CRAZY EXCITED!!!!

~*~ Suzie Q WHERE ARE YOU!!! Keep monday open... sass and I got something planned 4 ya!

~*~ my momma left on sunday... it was nice to see her the few times that i did... didnt get to see her much with work and all.. she will be back in two weeks... dinner on me!

~*~ bubba gumps on 42nd is great! i love seafood... the service is good but the waiting staff is a lil' toooo chipper for my liking!!!

~*~ Schmoe has left the building...again...

~*~ just when i thought he was down and out.. KJC has returned... i love me some him... ill be in the chi either late this month or early november... its about that time...

~*~ that 100 things about me list is coming!


...signing off with a smile*