State of confusion

how can someone so focused be so confused? i havent a clue but a state of confusion is what i am in right now... i knew what i wanted in school.... i wanted to be a publicist.. have my own firm and everything... even dabble in some marketing. but now, shit... dont ask me cuz ill tell you this " i have no clue". being in the real world has exposed me to so much that i am in a state of confusion... so much to do so lil time.. thats how i feel. but i have to remind myself that i am only 23 and to stop comparing myself to others. im bored... life is boring me right now... ive had toooo much downtime... thats probably why im so damn confused.. .downtime = thinking time... and u know ones whole life plan can be fucked up just by "thinking". right now, i know i dont want to do pr anymore... why? I dont know... i am still thinking about my on-air/ radio personality bid, but only god knows when and if that will happen... i was thinking about going back to school to get a masters in african american studies... im interested to know about my history... BUT that costs money... no can do.. UNLESS i find a job at a university again... been there done that... so now what? i applied to this copy editing program that im interesed in... we shall see what happens with that.. but im still confused... kjc isnt making it any better either... hes an idiot... thats all i have to say about him...

a lil randomness...

i was watching celebrity fit club! i love tocarra... homegirl went from 205 to 173... i swear she looked smaller then that at last weeks AllHipHop fashion show! She looked great...

schmoe came back... he said he was in atl with his momma... helping her out... :o(

the spam comments have got to stop ( Ms. anonymous that includes you... you are SPAM)

nik nak where in the heeeezie!?!?!?!?

nothing more...

...signing off *