Sunday, November 13, 2005

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ecstatically excited...
yet so bored,
so focused and ready...
yet so confused and scared
so confident
yet... so unsure...
so content with myself...
yet so unsatisfied with what I see,
so happy and cheery,
yet... so sad inside
so much to say,
but yet...
nothing to write...
~*me*~
... going through the motions again people... bear with me... be back in a few...





...signing off with a smile*

Friday, November 04, 2005

Remember when...

a friend of mine posted this on the wall of my handy dandy facebook! i thought i'd share it with you for a moment of reflection... this one goes out to Nik nak... :o)


(Please excuse the poor grammer... i didnt feel like editing it) ENJOY!


TAKE TIME OUT & ACTUALLY READ DIS!
Close your eyes...
And go back...
Before the Internet or the AIM
Before semi automatics and weed
Before playstation2 or X-bOX
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night... ..
Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
four square Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car
Wait...
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons Like Hey Arnold and Doug Recess
Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, bloody mary and
ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget Snick Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers, Christmas morning... Your first day of school Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses Climbing trees Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck (the real ice cream truck w/ cones & banana splits) A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers Jumpin' down the steps Jumpin' on the bed Pillow fights Runnin' till you were out of breath Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants Laughing so hard that you did pee your pants Being tired from playin' all day Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads down 7-Up" & "King chase the Queen" in the classroom Remember that? I'm not finished yet... Kool-Aid & Icee Cups was the drink of the summer Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school Class Field Trips When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there. When getting high was swinging on the swing-set When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe" Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly" Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Saying cuss words were referred to the "F, B or S - word" or h-e double hockey sticks. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties. The only real heart break you had was when your mom wouldnt buy you that new toy Nobody was prettier than Mom Nobody was cooler than Dad Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park. Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare" Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!

Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life... If this helped u stop thinkin bout stuff in college that's already gettin on yo nerves, write on my wall "I needed that" i double dog dare you


...signing off with a smile*