Sunday, July 31, 2005

Welcome my personal Dr.

Hey Blog world and Fam of mine, check out my friends new blog. Lets great him with a hearty WELCOMEEEE!!!



...signing off with a smile*

Friday, July 29, 2005

HI

I guess you can see that i am in a much better mood. Nothing great has happened but im out of my rut! Thats me at work:


Me with the CRUNK FACE! DONT GET IT TWISTED!!!!


and my Pocahontas face!... what??!!?? u dont think i look like Poci? Its ok.. neither does Sassy!


...signing off with a smile*

The adventures of...

Muhammad and Deeptat,
Babatunde and Ayodiji,
Lamar and Travis,
Shameek and Dequan (LMAO)
Ezekial and Hezekiah,
Jebediah and Soloman,
Stewart and Harley,
Gregory and Marcus,
Elvin and Roy!!!!!
also known as : Missbhavin and Sasssssyyyass! We are fools. Fools i tell u. I dont know how it started, or when it will end, but Sassy and I have a funny game we play. She will call/ IM/email/ or text me and say :
Sass: Ya there Howard?
Me: Yeah Herman, Im here!
and we do this atleast 3 times a day! Its funny. we crack each other the hell up with the dumb ass names we come up. Last night, we were trying to figure out why we dont call each other by girl names... maybe cuz it wouldnt be as funny! We were thinking of making up a blog to paste our daily conversations, cuz i swear we say some F.UNN.YYYY shit! Here is a lil snippet of our dumb convos:
Sass: shouldnt u be in bed tyrone?
Me: yeah Jamal but
Me: im up
Me: shooting the shit
Sass: well harpo, u need to go to sleep
Sass: no sense in being tired and hongree omorrow
Me: well phinneaus... im always hongree
Me: omorrow?
Me: lmao
Im reading this cracking the hell up! Heres another snippet:
Sass: oprahs friend gayle looks like a drag queen on the crusades
Me: hell yeah
Me: she looks like BRAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGA UGGIUGIUGu
Sass: lmao lmao lmao
Sass: what is wrong with u
Sass: lmao
Sass: lmao
Sass: lmao
Me: save this convo send it to me. time for bed!
Sass: ok latrell
Me: LMAOOOOOOOOO
Me: nite Malik


... can someone tell me why this is spaced the hell out!
...signing off with a smile*

My handy dandy...

DELL-POD!!!! i love this thing. it and i have become ONE! its like my damn cell-phone. cant leave home without it and if i do... im damned for the day! this morning my handy dandy dell-pod took me down memory lane. i love setting it on random play so i can be surprised when i hear a tune that i havent heard in awhile. let me take you down the road i traveled this mo'nin.

Musiq Soulchild:
Song: Love
Did anyone know that the original title of this song was " Lord"? Yup... sure was. But Def Soul advised him to tred lightly on the religious realm. Im sure they had no intentions on putting out a "gospel" if you will, artist. But hey, it was a hit anyway! hearing that song reminded me of sophomore year at Pace U. those were some good/ bad/ trying times man! Has anyone ever heard his song " Aimewitue"? THAT SONG IS BEAUTIFUL! My husband is going to dedicate that to me. ( Someone drop the bug in K.J.C's ear)

Hi Five:
Song: Unconditional Love
OHHHH SHYT! When i heard this i was like wow! I didnt even remember i had this on my comp nonetheless my dell-pod! This was the JAM!! HI Five was one of the ORIGINALLLL boy groups! I wonder where they are now...

Tweet:
Song: Smoking Cigarettes/ Beautiful
This song made ME wanna puff on a cancer stick! But Beautiful?... thats another song that my hubby is going to dedicate to me (K.J.C).


My eyes aint never seen,
someone so beautiful
so much class, so much joy
you're the first thought of each day

Cant say much about her new album but dammit, vintage Tweet was the shit! Drunk is a great song too.

Lauryn Hill:
Song: The Sweetest Thing
I have no clue what to say! Lord knowss im a HUGE L-boogie fan! hearing this song damn near brought tears to MINE EYES! The Love Jones album was a classic but this song right HERE, was a masterpiece.

H-Town:
Song: Part Time Lover
Im telling you, the 90's were some good times. I will always be into entertainment, especially music of most genres, but the state of music today is very questionable compared to the 90's. Although H-Town wasnt one of the biggest groups in the world, they still had some jams! *sigh* man i miss the 90's.

...signing off with a smile*

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Girlfriends...


I LOVE this show! It cracks me the hell up! Not only do I appreciate this show for its comic relief, but I look to it for its inspiration. What inspiration you ask? Well... despite the personal characteristics of some of the characters, i.e: Toni: Gold digger, Lynn: Genius freeloader, I love watching the show in hopes that one day my gi.rl friends and I will too live life like these women. All in the 30-ish age group, and succesful, fun loving, minority women, who almost never (except Lynn) compromise themselves for anything or anyone.

I know my early years in this game called Life are going to be a struggle, and I am going to have plenty of days/ weeks where I just dont want to go on anymore, but it will pay off.. i know it will! Ive come to far in life to go back now right? So when the smoke clears, and the crew and I have paid our dues, it will be sweet. Sweeter then honey. Like Joe said:

Imma ball till I fall now that I see that I can reach for a dream and pull it from the sky,sweeter then sugar is what life will be... if left up to me.





...signing off with a smile*

Monday, July 25, 2005

Is it possible...

could it be? im not sure but i havent much to say. The last two weeks have been some trying weeks, and i had many things that i could have blogged about but could not muster up enough energy to do so. so yes, it is possible. i have nothing to say right now. i have to get my mind right because right now, it is alllll wrong. some words of encouragement are needed right now. somebody pray for me...

...signing off with a smile*

Thursday, July 14, 2005

the most beautiful...

ok. so im bored as hell, annoyed, hungry but refuse to eat, so what do i do? read blogs! i swear... i came across the MOST BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN blog, story, whatever u want to call it, ive ever read in my life. reading this almost made me sick. sick because of him. i think about him alllll the time. its disgusting. ive never felt like this before about ANYONE. the "heartbrkr" didnt/doesnt do relationships... blah blah blah... whatever... im so gone...

BELOVED: YOU ARE THE S**T!

...signing off with a smile*

Back to damn reality...

i knew it wouldnt last forever. that feeling of being "content", satisfied with life's doings. dammit. no more cloud 9 for me. back to reality! shes a b*&*h i tell ya. always waiting with open arms. whats my issue? life... no no, k.j.c is fine, and schmoe has re-surfaced. im just bored, figgetty i guess you could say. stagnent. not moving. im that stagnant water that will soon turn stale any day now. im not moving. just standing still. the frustration is slowly creeping up on me ready to WHOOPP my ass which in turn leads me to want to whoop someone else's. it always happens like this. i knew it was coming. cant sit on top of the world for too long. something is bound to happen and knock my happy ass off and bring me back down to reality. i hate it! but its only temporary right? things will pick up again and i will be right back where i belong, on top of the damn world! cuz that is where i belong. but for now i must endure this stooopid, ugly vicious cycle... mommy said there would be days like this...



...signing off with a smile*

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Sweet Seduction

Im still thinking about it. All I can do is reminisce. We do together. We? K.J.C and I. Yessss LORD. I saw him last week. The minute our eyes met it was like we never parted ways, like we never hated each other, like we didn’t live in separate states. Love was definitely in the air. Lets rewind back a lil bit’.

So on Wednesday June 29th my boss emailed me and asked me if I wanted to go with her on a Advertising and Marketing conference. Great! I thought. I love to travel. So I clicked the link that was in the email and where was the conference being held? Good ol’ Chicago! IM THERE. I was elated, excited, beyond excited. Mind you, I think I hated KJC at this time but knew that if we saw each other all hate would cease to exist. I didn’t call him to tell him though. Friday morning he calls after not having called in two weeks. He called to ask when I would be coming into town because I was supposed to be going to “The Taste of Chicago”. I told him Tuesday. He was uset but I had to remind him that had we spoken in those 2 weeks he would have known that. He then told me his phone was broken, ( I knew that) but still didn’t see why he couldn’t call me from home or work, but I digress. Anyhow, Tuesday rolls around. I get in about 11 am. 12:30, he’s in from of the hotel waiting for me in his Blue Impala. So you know me, I had to make sure my face was right, outfit was right, everything was perfect. I went downstairs and the rest is history. When I got in the car he looked at me smiled, ( I was on the phone with my mommy when I got in the car) and waited patiently for me to get off of the phone. So I did, and I looked at him. He looked at me and said “ Damn youre fine” I blushed like a lil’ ass girl. I love him! CRAZZZYYY!!! So we drove to Hyde pArk and all the while he wouldn’t look at me. He would glance, and look away. I didn’t say anything about it. I figured he was a lil nervous. NOT ME!! I was ready. Ready to rekindle that flame. We get to Hyde Park, sit and talk for a lil bit, and he moves in for the kill. YESSS!!! I forgot how soft his lips were but PLEASEEE BELIEVEEEE my memory was refreshed! :O) We get out and walk around the park for a bit, playing around like 2 high school kids. He loked at me a few times and said “Damn youre short” Hes 6’3”. Im 5’3”! Lol… But I guess he liked my small size because he picked me up and kissed me in broad daylight in front of tons of people. Shit, you know I didn’t care. He gave me a piggy back ride and all To make a long story, the 3 days I was there, we went to the beach, went to dinner at the Grand Luxe Café, did plenty of other fun stuff, it was great. I think seeing each other opened our eyes a lil bit and sealed what we originally said… we do want to be together… we are soul mates, unfortunately neither one of us is in the position to relocate. But you know what, im not going to harp on the fact that we cant be together ight now, im just going plan my next visit, or his and dream about the week of the 4th of July. Talk about BLISSSSS… complete heaven.


...signing off with a smile*

Big day update...

So yesterday was the 11th. Yes it was. Did I reach my goal? No not yet. Can I tell you what was so special about the 11th? No I can not! You will have to wait a few more weeks. Hey, im sorry. What?? I suck? OK fine, but maybe this will make you feel better… you will know as soon as I know. Lol :O)


...signing off with a smile*

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Big Day...

Tomorrow is JULY 11th. The big day! Im sure you are like "What the hell is going on" but I will gladly tell you AFTER i know for a fact what the outcome is. Stay tuned... oh yeah... that story is coming too... lets just say I went on a buiness trip to Chicago last week! :o)


...signing off with a smile*

Friday, July 08, 2005

Hmm...

I've got a story to tell but no energy to tell it at this very moment. Please stay tuned!


...signing off with a smile*